Poise and Rationality

I had this "mini-discussion" with my mother today, and I was thinking to myself; "Oh my god, what kind of shit school am I in?"
Okay, so what la if it’s an international school, trust me people, sometimes I wish I was in a bloody local school la. Here, we have to put up with Imperialism like competing with other international schools on which ones have the better facilities, which one has better status, better MONEY. It’s always about the ka-ching, even with the stupid teachers/students and it bloody pisses me off. The canteen people are much more friendlier than half the people wearing the same uniform as I am; that’s how bad it is. Like xde duit, xleh do it. Shit.
Being in an international school doesn’t mean that the people who are managing and in charge of the school are ‘better’ than others. The way those upper head teachers act seriously make me feel like hentam-ing all of them la. Really.
Shit la, some LOCAL schools have better education, they don’t sell books sooo expensive and local people are actually more friendlier than international school kids. Seriously tau.

First story. Every bloody year we have to pay more than RM30000 to study there, and you’d think that there are more opportunities to go on trips, maybe have more books provided, more facilities. Even "better", now my school wants to increase the school fees another 10% per semester because they needed the money to build an Astro Turf on our school field. Like… WHAT THE SHIT!? They’re increasing our money leaving our pockets into theirs to build things that we already have!? I wouldn’t be as angry if they said they were going to increase the pay for teachers/janitors/technicians, because I feel that is a more worthy reason to increase the fees. But what the hell, I honestly don’t care about how ‘good’ the school looks. We already have an astro turf okay, so wtf do we need another one for? We pay like hell every year, don’t tell me they don’t have enough money to use all the money we’ve been paying instead of getting MORE. Someone shoot those stupid bloody idiots. Sure la, they provide examination papers, pay the teachers, staff, blah blah blah. But you know what?
- Every year, we pay more than RM30000, but we ALSO have to buy our school books which seem to made out of gold or something, because each book are always more than RM50-100. AND we also have to pay for every little thing we create, like as if the school is too poor to belanja the kids for once. Okay, paying for prom is normal, but recently I found out that when our school holds functions like Battle of the bands, the teacher in charge has to pay for anything that is needed from OUTSIDE of school. So basically the big bosses of our school is too damn kiasu to pay for things that don’t benefit them, and just sit on their asses to watch the show. Bloody Bourgeoises.
- Teachers who work in our school basically can keep having sex and giving birth and getting their kids into this school without having to pay a cent. That’s bloody unfair okay. WITH THAT KIND OF INJUSTICE, it is the school’s responsibility to give those who pay much more (like, us, hello?) chances to experience the school giving rather than takingtakingtaking like some greedy fatass who hasn’t had lunch in three days.
- My school suka bodek dorang yang kaya macam granddaughter YTL and sume tengku2 dari Perak, Pahang, etc etc. Not fair. NOT FAIR. It’s like, they never get expelled or suspended, or put into detention when they don’t do their homework or miss school intentionally. Just…  unfair! Once again, money3.

My school is soooooo into moneymoneymoney, I just don’t respect it anymore. It’s like the people there are just pretending, faking the niceness of the school just to gain a good status. Putting up a good show for the public. Screw that.

Ironically, the BADNESS of the school pisses me off just as much. Rich, spoiled teenagers who do not appreciate things they have; materialistic numbnuts who find pleasure in creating drama and acting like bitches when they’re out at night. Okay, sure, underage everything(smoking, drinking, clubbing, etc) is considered a ‘normal teen phase’ but it seriously sickens me to see the way some people in my school act? They are just SO out of control.
-People cry because they don’t want to go home to their "uncool, unfair, bitchy" parents, they fight with bestfriends for guys, they lose their self respect and they lose themselves over tiny problems like *ahem* breakups. All frigging unnessecary DRAMA.
-Okay, I won’t mind if people actually go to clubs to actually club but some people are just so disgusting when they go to clubs and take pictures of themselves getting ‘drunk’(haha, they’re usually never drunk), holding vodka in their hands, basically saying "Oh look im super cool, im at a club, next thing you know I’m going to take pictures of me sleeping with a guy." Tak boleh tahan lagi.
-Then you get those people who, like I’ve mentioned, are super materialistic. Nice cars, nice clothes, nice phones, nice everything, but horrible personality. It’s like… moneymoneymoney.

Then when something goes wrong, they cry, oh insaf, and all that stuff, like as if they know they are wrong, and then next time they buat salah lagi. I can’t stand themmmm arghhh!

Then there are those people that just suspend and suspend students (I get so annoyed with my principals yg baru ni, they can go suck kotek and be gay). Okay, I have a few friends who are really messed up and always ponteng and all that stuff, and I don’t feel sorry for them, but honestly, I’ve seen this happen so I can personally say why my school pissed me off on this. I had a friend who came from a really bad,bad, bad family yeah. He always got beaten up by his father, his mother also kena belasah, and all that stuff, so he went to smoking, cutting himself… sometimes ade buat prkara yg illegal also, but nevermind la, don’t want to go into details. SO basically my school are always ‘watching out for him’. But what the shit? They just suspend him, put him in detention, scold him, blah blah blah. But they never ask why? They never try to help him. Noooo, they just scold, and think he’s some f*cked up boy who’s good-for-nothing, when really, he was an amazing guy who just needed some guidance and needed some help. My school didn’t do shit to help him, and in the end you know what happened? They kicked him out of my school. WTF. Not only did they never try to sit him down and get to understand WHY he was being so teruk in classes and stuff, they didn’t even give him chances. They allowed him to stay in school only to prepare themselves to kick him out again. That is not helping, that is running away irresponsibility, which is the one thing my school is very very good at doing. And they wonder why kids don’t give a shit?

So basically to make it simple, my school sucks because:-
- No money, no talk.
- You got a problem, they kick you lower.
- The students that study in my school are either too smart or too bloody stupid with perangai macam babi.
- My school runs away from responsibility. You get into trouble, they push you aside. SHIIIIIT I hate that, seriously.

Bloody hell, I can go on complaining forever but I think I’m just going to stop here. Ludah GIS, I hope you kena bom satu hari, but please wait until I dah meninggalkan dari sekolah la, I don’t want to die in GIS tanah. No thank you.